confused about you...

Sep 08, 2005 21:34

Hey! Today was an o.k. day. The o.c came on so that just made everything bad go good. It was great. Marrisa is not going to jail. YES!!! With out that show and friends i dont know where i would be. I really want to go see that movie "Exercisem of Emily Rose" it dosent seem scary. Just totaly awsome. These last few days have just been weried.I feel that i dont live in my life. I live in other peoples lives. and i live in the future. Its really confusing. I dont know whats going on. Or more like what else is going on.I just need a change in my life. Anything. Maybe that would help. I get so up, like happy, then i just have a big crash down. I dunno i know im very strange. Thats just one reason my life sucks. Skye knows i like her. Even though i dont anymore. I like someone completly different. Not going to tell.I will only hurt me in the long run. I dont tell people because i dont want to think of my weriedly or whatever. And i dont want them to get like all grosed out or something. I guess thats why ive never had a girlfriend. But i dunno. School sucked today as usual. BORING! I have been wrighting a lot of emotion, things that have been inside just wainting to get out, things lately. Well i have to go im realy tired.
I guess i will just have to hope that tomorrow goes better thatn today. "With ever good comes a bad, and with every bad comes a worse."
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