Apr 14, 2006 11:26
Well...I havent been on this damn thing in forever...Sucks but o'well. Cause im obsessed with myspace. I only write in this shity thing when im depressed or pissed just to let ya know. Im usually always in a shity mood. And when im happy people want me to be in a shity mood. I dont know why. You would think that your friends would be happy for you that your happy, but im aparently mistaken. Me and corey have been talking again. Things are going good. Were not back together but we are happy. I Love that boy. Seriusly. There is no one in this fucking town that comes even close to him. Cause i hate most people in louisa i guess thats why. I could most likely i'll never date anyone here. Cause they probaly wouldnt want to date me. But o'well. Im happy. And if you dony like that im happy and the fact that corey is the one making me happy and that im talking to him again then aparently i need to think about you. Because if your my friend then you'd be happy for me. So screw you. If i get hurt again then it will be my fault i know that. Im not stupid. I have liked other people in this god forsaken place, but then i get ready to tell there sorry asses and they are like omg im fucking in love with someone. So i just give up on that. It has happened more than once. So whatever. Im destend to be single. O'well theres plenty of places open in monk hood. lol. Im gonna be the pope and tons of people will rot in hell cause im like the closes thing to god and if i dont like you then sorry. Life sucks for you.
Other than that shit family is going good. Spring break is going on...Blah~ Im doing a lot of nothing. Hanging out with people. Lock-in at church on mon and a have a psych. appt. yup...fun fun.
Life goes on, maybe it dosnt you'll just have to see...