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Well the term is over, now maybe I will have time to relax or something. Ive been going through alot of stuff lately. Sometimes I just feel so alone, and am almost compelled to drive to Nevada at times leaving it all behind. But is that a good idea?
Between work and school I almost have no time for other things. And Mike gets mad sometimes because I avoid him physically alot. Its not him, its me, and I cant exlpain why because he wouldnt understand.
Sometimes this makes me frustrated, and the only one I can talk to is this journal thing. Which is kinda like talking to a wall, but this is a less crazy of an idea.
I leave Saturday for Montana, and I am looking forward to going rafting and horseback riding. I may not want to come back home. Maybe I can just pretend to get on a plane, and find work there.... No, too many things here for me to come back to, the cats, turtles, birds, oh yah Mike too hehe.
One baby water turtle died, the other is just sooooo cute and friendly. Well as friendly as they get anyways...
Okay, time to go get packed!!! I will post pics when I get back!
Between work and school I almost have no time for other things. And Mike gets mad sometimes because I avoid him physically alot. Its not him, its me, and I cant exlpain why because he wouldnt understand.
Sometimes this makes me frustrated, and the only one I can talk to is this journal thing. Which is kinda like talking to a wall, but this is a less crazy of an idea.
I leave Saturday for Montana, and I am looking forward to going rafting and horseback riding. I may not want to come back home. Maybe I can just pretend to get on a plane, and find work there.... No, too many things here for me to come back to, the cats, turtles, birds, oh yah Mike too hehe.
One baby water turtle died, the other is just sooooo cute and friendly. Well as friendly as they get anyways...
Okay, time to go get packed!!! I will post pics when I get back!