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i really depressed for an unknown reason
might be that i really like Lindsey and i dont get to see her
or that i have no idea where my life is headed
might be that im afraid my mom would be ashamed of what i have become
maybe that im a dissapointment to my entire family
maybe cuz i wish i coul djust dissapear
could be that the girl i have have liked and grew to love for the last year doesnt reall seem too sincere when she tells me she cares
maybe cuz i listen to so much NIne Inch Nials and Marilyn Manson
mabe cuz i havent gotten to see the preschool kids in 2 months
maybe cuz i have been single for 3 months and its gettin old
possibly because i feel liek im failing at hwatever i try
or maybe its something not even in that list....
might be that i really like Lindsey and i dont get to see her
or that i have no idea where my life is headed
might be that im afraid my mom would be ashamed of what i have become
maybe that im a dissapointment to my entire family
maybe cuz i wish i coul djust dissapear
could be that the girl i have have liked and grew to love for the last year doesnt reall seem too sincere when she tells me she cares
maybe cuz i listen to so much NIne Inch Nials and Marilyn Manson
mabe cuz i havent gotten to see the preschool kids in 2 months
maybe cuz i have been single for 3 months and its gettin old
possibly because i feel liek im failing at hwatever i try
or maybe its something not even in that list....