Life Aint SO Shitty
yea, this weekend, we did quite a bit, but it is all a blur
I feel shitty, cuz i really had no fun, i was jsut sad the whole time, adn that makes me pissed at myself, cuz i was hangin out with Corey and Jesse, and i feel like i should have had a better time for them. I am so fucking lonley, its all my own fault, but i wish i could find a way to be happy.
Family came over today for a "birthday party" which consisted of my dad and his g/f, and my sis al leaveing at 1, when my grandparents were comin at 2, my grandparents all show up, and im still teh only one home, so i sit and talk to them a lil bit, till about 2:45 when my dad and his g/f show up, we eat shitty pizza from Sams, and then my dad goes to sleep, and i watch the bears game w/ my grandpa, after the bears won, we had cake, and i got a card from both grandmas. Then they left and i fell asleep in my room listening to Silverchair.
When i woke up, i started thinkin, and i broke down, i dont knwo why, i just had such a shitty day plus a depressing weekend, i just coud help it.
god, i need to stop feelin so damn sorry for myself, i want to kick myself in the nuts.
I feel shitty, cuz i really had no fun, i was jsut sad the whole time, adn that makes me pissed at myself, cuz i was hangin out with Corey and Jesse, and i feel like i should have had a better time for them. I am so fucking lonley, its all my own fault, but i wish i could find a way to be happy.
Family came over today for a "birthday party" which consisted of my dad and his g/f, and my sis al leaveing at 1, when my grandparents were comin at 2, my grandparents all show up, and im still teh only one home, so i sit and talk to them a lil bit, till about 2:45 when my dad and his g/f show up, we eat shitty pizza from Sams, and then my dad goes to sleep, and i watch the bears game w/ my grandpa, after the bears won, we had cake, and i got a card from both grandmas. Then they left and i fell asleep in my room listening to Silverchair.
When i woke up, i started thinkin, and i broke down, i dont knwo why, i just had such a shitty day plus a depressing weekend, i just coud help it.
god, i need to stop feelin so damn sorry for myself, i want to kick myself in the nuts.