"Get outta here, you drug crazed, juvenile delinquets"
today, was a great day... i thought about so many things tonight, and i thank kelly so much. i cant find the words to thank her.. i guess i did push church aside and everything, but it was great going tonight and i realized many things.. but im not going to talk about it online, its such a great thing that words dont express much but whats there, not emotions so.. if you want to know just ask me... but anyways, i realized a lot of things sitting there tonight and i thought long and hard about everything. i thought about tommy alot.. everyone says ohh he goes to church a lot... but you know what? i like tommy for who he is and now im beginning to understand tommy more, even if he doesnt understand me.. thats probably why hes scared of me... i really need to be more open with him like i am with anthony, well thats what i want.. i can only hope that he will try... but it doesnt help when ashley almost said i was humping the dock and saying oh tommy.. omg no. that pissed me off when i heard that she was saying that in front of tommy. i really like the movie in sociology... i am gonna rent it and watch it with jenny... well i gotta go, my thoughts are racing. right now, im thinking about like 100 different things.. but yet, im peaceful ... oh yeah yesterday, i made a wish and threw jennifers dime in the lake, and i wished that i could see Eamiel in heaven again... i miss you buddy