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[psychoheathen]

Ever get that feeling that no matter what you do with your life, that no significance will be evident? That you are too small to make a difference in the world, or perhaps you are not the best one to make changes to the world? In my mind i battle every day "should i learn to drive trucks and just walk away from everything? I mean ... i wouldn't be tied down to anybody or anything, just a big truck and a guitar and an occasional, um petite, blonde, "friend". Or should I pursue all my dreams and ambitions which seem unattainable and unrealistic and generally revolve around material possessions? I feel that If I go back to school and finish up I can help people who need it, and also make the money I dream of having. My poor brain is just beating the shit out of itself.

*left cheek says to right cheek*
"If we get together we can stop this shit"

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong