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psychogranny

Complete psycho

May 09, 2007 02:18

I hate myself right now. I feel fat and ugly and old and skinny, and flabby and tired and I hurt all over. I'm the world's suckiest friend, I randomly post a comment here and there, just easy ones, because I don't have anything intelligent or helpful to offer, right now. I feel like I have gray mashed potatoes in my head for brains, this moment ( Read more... )

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elvenforever May 9 2007, 13:07:02 UTC

This isn't your fault -- it's because you don't have your medication. Cold comfort, I am sure. Any way I can help, let me know! *hugs and prayers*

psychogranny May 10 2007, 06:47:08 UTC

I know you're right; it's not my fault. I just get so tired of my brain being so fragmented. I don't want to have to depend on drugs to be able to lead something resembling a normal life. And If I can't think clearly enough to accomplish anything for myself, how can I be any good to anybody else? That's what's so frustrating. I want to try and help and encourage other people, but I'm not stable myself. I feel like a hypocrite.

It's never a "cold comfort" to hear from you. It helps me to know that you understand and don't get tired of me going off on my crazy rants. **hugs**

elvenforever May 10 2007, 07:27:21 UTC

The reason I said that is because right now you probably can't see past the nose on your face. When *I* have gotten into states like that, I often forgot any other reality existed. What you're currently going through is not YOU, not reality -- just your mental illness acting up because you're not properly medicated! Yes, it's terribly frustrating -- but remember, it's not YOU.

I'm glad you've found my words comforting! *hugs and prayers*

justpapabear May 9 2007, 13:50:15 UTC

You are a child of God is who you are.

vitreousbat May 9 2007, 18:50:43 UTC

Amen!

justpapabear May 9 2007, 19:01:47 UTC

Like all of us, she needs reminded sometimes. She has prayed enough for me I know.

psychogranny May 10 2007, 06:57:51 UTC

Chelse, you are the rock of this family. Seriously, I'm not trying to give you a fat head; but even when you were a little girl, you were the strong one. Life was never easy for you, growing up. Especially with a nutcase for a mother AND a nutcase for a sister. But you never let it break you.

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