Hearing things?

[psychogranny]

I woke up at 11:30, this morning, thinking I had heard Don yelling at somebody on the phone. He sounded really angry, and kept saying, "then ask, her. ASK HER!!" I jumped up ran out, and he was gone. I saw his hat and his badge on the counter, which didn't make sense to me, anyway, cuz he was supposed to be still at work. I wondered what had

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[justpapabear]

Sorry life has taken a tough detour on you lately, it does seem to get that way at times. At least me anyway.

[psychogranny]

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound negative. It is taking one of its detours, though, like you said. I guess we're kinda in the same boat right now. Just different circumstances. =l

[justpapabear]

I get scared for you when you hallucinate. It's always a step backwards. You didn't sound negative.

[psychogranny]

They're not serious. For some reason, they mostly have to do with cats, lately. The scariest one was when I kept feeling like Little Guy, my black cat that I had for six years that ran away while I was in MO, with Naomi, was jumping up on my bed, in his old spot. And I just couldn't shake it. Then I started getting a little more loony, and feeling like it was his ghost. I had to pray and keep telling myself that there was nothing going on. But that was a long time ago. Nothing that bad has happened since then. The thing with thinking I heard Don on the phone doesn't bother me. I can usually tell; when I'm heading for a depression is when the anxiety builds up and I start having hallucinations. But it's all good. I'm seeing my doctor in the morning.

[justpapabear]

I hope he can help you. Whether they are serious or not, hallucinations have to be scary. Then again, you might have gotten used to having them. I can only relate to what would happen to me. I have a hard enough time staying attached to reality without them.

[psychogranny]

Before I was diagnosed, I thought that what I was seeing was actually real, only that nobody else could see them (like I was having visions from God of things that were going to happen, or that God was showing me people's spiritual conditions, or whatever). It was sort of like delusional mania...being absolutely convinced that what was happening was right and was real. After I was diagnosed, and realized that most of what I was seeing wasn't real, I did get used to it. I honestly do believe, though, that there are times, when what secular society explains as hallucinations, are really God giving us a view into the Spiritual realm.

[justpapabear]

I believe that God gives some of us glimpses of the spirit realm, but I believe it is a gift, like the gift of interpretations, some get the gift, some don't.

[vitreousbat]

Not to be a pain just want your memory to be right......You were here when little guy left the company of Don and Naomi.

[psychogranny]

Oh, yeah, lol. It's just that I was at your place in April, and Naomi's in May. Now that i thing of it, how could Naomi tell me on the phone about Little Guy running away, If she was in MO, with me. Duh!

[psychogranny]

Hehe, "left the company of Don and Naomi," I like the way you put that.