the long overdue post
i've been away from all my friends and family for almost 7 months... my homesickness is the most annoying thing because i love it here and i love my boyfriend, but all i can think about is going home, seeing all the places and people i haven't seen and all sorts of things i can't do here that i want to do. sad because when i get home i will then miss new zealand, adam and all the various things i can't do in the states that i can do here. gah, i was really hoping it would go away but i think it will stick with me for the next 3 months till i leave. i've quit telling my adam about everything i miss because he gets all upset about me leaving... its so sweet and lovely that we love each other so much, but so so painful at the same time. i wouldn't change it though, having this relationship is totally worth the pain. its also helped to change me in ways i've been trying to for awhile now. i've proven to myself that i can be content with one person if i set my mind to it, that person just has to be special enough ;-).
now that i've made you quit reading because it was so horribly sappy, i will talk of other things. i really haven't done anything exciting since my last post, i guess because i'm not very exciting. but i did get an A on one of my first assignments which was kinda cool, since i consider myself a C+, B student, but letter grades are silly which is why i goto evergreen :-)
my best friend here is leaving in like 3 days but i think i'll survive, i have enough school work to keep me preoccupied and i still have bern and william to call when i want to hang out with someone other than adam. for the most part i spend most of my time on the computer, doing homework or with adam. had a good weekend with adam this weekend we went to the Royal New Zealand Ballet production of DRACULA! :-) twas pretty cool. going out drinking afterwards wasn't as much fun, but i don't like drinking much, nor do i like hanging out with drunk people. meh but it wasn't horrible.
been thinking a lot about where i want to live when i move back to olympia, i'd really like to live somewhere near evergreen for the convience and so i can go tramping in the forest every other morning gotta keep up this lovely exercise and diet plan i'm on, nothing serious, just cutting back on my sugar intake, don't want to become diebetic or anything cause that would just suck.
anywho thats enough for now, if i get motivated i'll transfer some of my paper journal onto here becauce i've been writing in that more than here. but don't get your hopes up or anything.
now that i've made you quit reading because it was so horribly sappy, i will talk of other things. i really haven't done anything exciting since my last post, i guess because i'm not very exciting. but i did get an A on one of my first assignments which was kinda cool, since i consider myself a C+, B student, but letter grades are silly which is why i goto evergreen :-)
my best friend here is leaving in like 3 days but i think i'll survive, i have enough school work to keep me preoccupied and i still have bern and william to call when i want to hang out with someone other than adam. for the most part i spend most of my time on the computer, doing homework or with adam. had a good weekend with adam this weekend we went to the Royal New Zealand Ballet production of DRACULA! :-) twas pretty cool. going out drinking afterwards wasn't as much fun, but i don't like drinking much, nor do i like hanging out with drunk people. meh but it wasn't horrible.
been thinking a lot about where i want to live when i move back to olympia, i'd really like to live somewhere near evergreen for the convience and so i can go tramping in the forest every other morning gotta keep up this lovely exercise and diet plan i'm on, nothing serious, just cutting back on my sugar intake, don't want to become diebetic or anything cause that would just suck.
anywho thats enough for now, if i get motivated i'll transfer some of my paper journal onto here becauce i've been writing in that more than here. but don't get your hopes up or anything.