life right now.
So yeah. I'm tired and I have a load of work to do. Not to mention that I'm feeling kind of self- concious because I'm meant to be playing football (soccer) with some of the guys from my house and the houses next door... and to put it bluntly I suck. Really bad. But I love to play, and I haven't done anything remotely active in ages, so I'm going a bit nuts. Luckily, Next week is the AU (athletic union) thingymajig all over again, so I can join frisbee and possibly (but probably not because its not as entry-level), football. Or maybe basketball. Either way I need to exercise because when I don't I just start going a bit mad.
Why I am doing this I have no idea, other than this way I can avoid my work for a bit, and thus create more stress for myself. What fun! It doesn't help that no one believes me when I say I played football at CIS, possibly because of my physique. If it's that, fair enough, but it makes me want to hate them.
Oh yeah and my housemates have taken to making plans and not bothering to invite me. So I can't really help but be paranoid and insecure at the moment.
Better go work.
Why I am doing this I have no idea, other than this way I can avoid my work for a bit, and thus create more stress for myself. What fun! It doesn't help that no one believes me when I say I played football at CIS, possibly because of my physique. If it's that, fair enough, but it makes me want to hate them.
Oh yeah and my housemates have taken to making plans and not bothering to invite me. So I can't really help but be paranoid and insecure at the moment.
Better go work.