Ok ya'll laugh and mock!!
*looks down* Ok i know this definitely even a better chance for you all to laugh when compared to my previous quit smoking post and sharat is definitely gonna laugh his donkey balls off!
It was going on well until last night. After 12, it woulda been two non-smoking days. It was refuse-resist all the way while chewing gum. But then i was boozed with Vodka and the craving for nicotine after alcohol to sustain the booze high is so damn sky-high. To add salt to the wounds, i was at Durgam Cheruvu where almost all including hot babes are smoking their genitals away. Plus i was so totally pissed and with the high of Vodka and Beer, i didnt care a damn for the non-smoking break. So the craving and the temptation got better of me. Ok so i smoked. Goddamnit! Does this mean i cant go to parties anymore? Or i cant hang out with smoking friends anymore?
I was reading up on the net and ppl who tried to quit it had to try to resist alcohol too... No maaan not my beer. Goddamnit! I hate it i hate it i hate it. But i aint giving up. I start again today. And Sunday is booze-till-you-puke-and-die day for me. So i think its gonna be even more tough. Sigh!