The things you'll never know

[psychofruitcake]

I love that when it's hot, you tie your hair.
I love that when it's cold, you ask me if I'm cold.
Even if I glare at you for asking the obvious, you still do.

I love that it takes you only 30 minutes to get ready.
And it takes you less than 30 minutes to be at my house.
And I'm never ready on time.

I love it when you order food, you consider my suggestions.
I love that sometimes, you don't.
'Cause I make a lot of bad decisions when it comes to ordering food (and life).

I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts.
I love that you were there.

And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night.
And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because of this trial we're going through.
But it's because I realized something yesterday when you texted me before you said good night.

When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

I'm sorry. I really am. And I do love you with all my heart. It's enough to keep us afloat.