b-days

[psychofreak69]

so yeah
my birthday is in about 11 days
for awhile i was looking forward to it 
but now im not and here's why:
im not gonna talk to my dad and i doubt he's even gonna call 2 say happy b-day
i dont have friends who love me enough to do something crazy and out there for me
i wanna spend the day with the one i love but im not
i doubt any of my friends are gonna even call me to say happy b-day
and it will jus prolly straight up suck!