i will miss my trist

[psychodream999]

So my life changed today.... Trist left for boot camp. I went with his family to middletown were the bus picked him up. I spent all weekend with him. I am gonna miss him so much. I know he will do well though. I won't hear from him for 3 weeks. He might call tonight. But I dono, he would probably call his family 1st. Thats understandable though. Atleast I can look forward to when he comes back. Even though he won't get to stay long. Its gonna be hard, but I think everything will be ok. I was first thinking it was unfair for him to leave me. But you know 18 isn't the age were you do things for the one you love, you have the rest of your life to be together if thats what happens. So it was unfair of me to make him feel guilty about leaving. Urg... I dono. If we were ment to be then things will work out, which I hope they will. But everyones got to live their life.

Kati took me to lunch to talk. It helped a lot. I am glad I have a friend like her. This is gonna be hard for me but friends like her will make it ok. I love you girl!