I am poor
I want to scream. I have no money and no work...and I haven't since about August but I've been in denial about it. I've already ran up my credit cards more than I would have liked so I can't even use them because I won't be able to pay the minimum. My roommate and I had to gather change in coins to eat dinner at Taco Bell tonight ($.79 crispy potato tacos). I barely have any gas in my car and can't afford to fill it more than $5 at a time because I don't have the cash on my debit card to go to the cheap gas station. My savings is nearly depleted.I'm sad because I'm lonely. I feel lifeless and loveless. I live too far from everyone that keeps me sane. I have a job interview on Wednesday to work seasonal at Macys. I hope I get a job. If I don't, I fear I'll spiral further into a depressive state. I don't like feeling this way nor do I like this situation. When will it stop?