Im taking my life into my own hands.
The last several months instead of just normally despising my job, I've actually full on been mentally, emotionally, and physically effected by it.Im so tired when I get home that I just fall asleep, so I've put on weight because I have no energy to exercise.They have me working day, night, weekend, holiday, and every day around whatever holiday it is so that I cant even have a spare moment with my family.After Christmas, that was just the last straw.I worked fourty-nine hours that week! FOURTY_NINE HOURS! Not even the manager worked that many hours. I worked ten hour days every single day! I worked Christmas eve, and Christmas. On Christmas I worked from 10am-3pm. That was mine and Erick's very first Christmas together as a married couple, and thats never gonna happen again and I missed it.I can never replace those memories.I've been staying at that hell hole because I need the medical benefits.I just cant take it anymore.I broke down last night and then Erick broke down. So we sat down and went over our finances.He told me that he wants me to go into work today and hand in my two week notice.He's going to take on my car payment and my share of the rent until I find the job that will make me happy.However long that may be. I will be trying really hard though and I'll most likely go work at a small boutique or something until then. That is if I can actually find someone hiring.This weeks check will be big, and so will next weeks check. Im going to pay what bills I have out of it and put the rest away for safe keeping.I have a photoshoot in February and I really need new costumes and stuff, so Erick may be getting a second job to help me with that because becoming a pinup model is my dream.I just want my life back and I want time with my family back.Wish me luck.