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It sure is funny how when you're trying so hard to do good. To be a good person and let your friends be thier friends as well, because you want them to all be happy together, so you invite them to meet and it is a great feeling when they do get along. Even though they have their own "thing" and you can't understand that and you can't really give any input on subjects especially when you're not talkative to begin with, you're automaticly labled a dick? It's just sad that some people will take advantage of that and turn it on you because of some kind of deluded vision they have of you. To be backstabbed in that way, by someone you considered to be a friend, and trusted. I didn't want that for anyone. To have an understanding that there wouldn't be any problems and they create them for you by pushing your buttons when your around to spend some time with them and tell others how horrible you are behind your back because you couldn't give them what they wanted WHEN they wanted it, because of circumstances is very sad. It's one thing to insult people, but if you try apoligizing by the 3rd or 4th time you do that is a little more than I can take. Why can't people just be happy that they have friends to talk to, and hang out with, instead of trying to create tension all the time.