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Apr 24, 2005 16:42

"Do you really think your friends will come for you now?"

"HA! The joke's on YOU! I don't have any friends!"

Lets see if I can make a ridiculously sarcastic and bitter post.

You know, life really isn't all that bad... there's always hope, around every single corner. All problems in life can be solved with hard work, and talking things through with your friends and family, because they'll always be there for you. Life needs to be lived to the fullest, and little butterflies need to fly out of everyone's heart. Puppies will skip amongst the flowers, and I must eat the caramel noooougety center.

But seriously folks.

I have one friend who I don't have easy access to, I have have another friend who is... this is unbelievable... actually too lazy to be my friend... and after that I have no friends, and little will to build new relationships.

Meeting new people is nice, but it's always akward. You don't know who they know, or what they're into, or if in all actuality they're really just a big peice of shit.

I don't want to die.

I'm not completely miserable.

I just want change.

Actually... you know what. I could write exactly what I'm thinking right now, but it would be everyone's business, and then I'd have to talk about it like some gay therapy session.

I'm going to stop writing again, for a while. I should stop talking so much too.

I'll be using this journal again in a few months, maybe in a year.
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