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hellolo
...today has been crap.
i just want to scream my lungs out, but i can't. up to right now everything that can go wrong does. i know i shouldn't do this but for some reason i feel helpless and i just keep it all in. i dont displace it into something productive nor let it all out, I'm just keeping it in. why? i know i shouldnt do that but i still do and am.
the worst part is that all the things that have gone bad, all the things that have lead to this miserable state, everything that has gone bad today, has been my fault and i have brought it upon myself because of my own stupidity.
there is no quote this time, only a glimmer of hope that maybe things will get better and that i have misunderstood everything.
-toodles
-(0.o)
...today has been crap.
i just want to scream my lungs out, but i can't. up to right now everything that can go wrong does. i know i shouldn't do this but for some reason i feel helpless and i just keep it all in. i dont displace it into something productive nor let it all out, I'm just keeping it in. why? i know i shouldnt do that but i still do and am.
the worst part is that all the things that have gone bad, all the things that have lead to this miserable state, everything that has gone bad today, has been my fault and i have brought it upon myself because of my own stupidity.
there is no quote this time, only a glimmer of hope that maybe things will get better and that i have misunderstood everything.
-toodles
-(0.o)