i'm sitting here in a boring room.
i am alive.
which is almost surprising based on my social life the past few days. i have been very drunk. very often.
i spent the other night with nik... so that was horribly akward [at first] but it was nothing a bottle of bacardi and some decent bud couldn't take care of. which may or may not have been a good idea in the first place. regardless, that night had me convinced that i just fucked up again and that the drama that has been following me for the past few months is here to stay. but i don't think that's the case anymore. whatever happens happens. i no longer give a damn.
i have a couple major assignments due on monday and tuesday that i haven't started yet. instead i sit here updating something that i'm sure no one reads anymore because that makes sense to me.
i have this amazing playlist on itunes going right now. it's blind melon, 311, phish, and grateful dead. that's pretty much it. <3
i suppose now i'll head downstairs, have a smoke, and get started on this homework noise.
so that was a pointless waste of ten minutes of my life which i will never get back. thank you livejournal, thank you.
which is almost surprising based on my social life the past few days. i have been very drunk. very often.
i spent the other night with nik... so that was horribly akward [at first] but it was nothing a bottle of bacardi and some decent bud couldn't take care of. which may or may not have been a good idea in the first place. regardless, that night had me convinced that i just fucked up again and that the drama that has been following me for the past few months is here to stay. but i don't think that's the case anymore. whatever happens happens. i no longer give a damn.
i have a couple major assignments due on monday and tuesday that i haven't started yet. instead i sit here updating something that i'm sure no one reads anymore because that makes sense to me.
i have this amazing playlist on itunes going right now. it's blind melon, 311, phish, and grateful dead. that's pretty much it. <3
i suppose now i'll head downstairs, have a smoke, and get started on this homework noise.
so that was a pointless waste of ten minutes of my life which i will never get back. thank you livejournal, thank you.