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I hate it when you openly admitt something and take the risk of getting hurt. It seems like everytime I take that risk, I get hurt, crushed, and everything. It seems like once your life gets better and back on track, you hit a bump and stumble off the tracks then crash and its all wrecked again. I'm beginning to wonder why I even try again. If its gonna crash on me like always why try again? I've finally came down to the final decision. I'm not trying again. I give up. I can't take it. Thats my final offer, I'm not trying again. I can't take the pain it brings. I give up fully..