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its a sad realization when you notice the changes.
all the love you can give just isnt good enough anymore.
not even half as good.
when calling you becomes a bother. a chore.
you realize your not even on the same page anymore.
while you spend every second of the day with that pain in your chest. you are the last thing on her mind.
you send text messages, nice little thoughts, you might as well be burning yourself with a ciggerate
because she isnt thinking of you . she doesnt even miss you
all the times she hangs up on you and keeps her phone busy should be sign enough. but you just dont get it. you had to let yourself get involved. more then you ever wanted.
she said shed never hurt you .
but theyre all liars.
what makes it worse is she knows this is wrong. its either some sick little game or lack of care for your feelings and emotions and either way its just too much.
all the love you can give just isnt good enough anymore.
not even half as good.
when calling you becomes a bother. a chore.
you realize your not even on the same page anymore.
while you spend every second of the day with that pain in your chest. you are the last thing on her mind.
you send text messages, nice little thoughts, you might as well be burning yourself with a ciggerate
because she isnt thinking of you . she doesnt even miss you
all the times she hangs up on you and keeps her phone busy should be sign enough. but you just dont get it. you had to let yourself get involved. more then you ever wanted.
she said shed never hurt you .
but theyre all liars.
what makes it worse is she knows this is wrong. its either some sick little game or lack of care for your feelings and emotions and either way its just too much.