Creation
So, I've been feeling the creative bug again lately - my urge to write and innate creative processes have started to come back since I started on the Lamictal. The down side of this is that my best writings come when I tap into my darker side, painful things that I would rather not drudge back up. Chief among those things, I suppose, is the knowledge that I could have stopped myself sooner, could have accepted offered help sooner and not shot myself in the foot (or stabbed myself in the ass, as the case may be) with my own arrogance and foolishness.
There is, of course, that other thing that always comes back around. Why is it that it always comes up? Is it real? Or is it just a matter of circumstance? Or does the difference even matter?
More matters to contemplate.
There is, of course, that other thing that always comes back around. Why is it that it always comes up? Is it real? Or is it just a matter of circumstance? Or does the difference even matter?
More matters to contemplate.