DEATH START
Again...it's just a random craziness of mine...
I might have gone nuts...
that's all...
Geezz...I wonder why...
DEATH START
I’m starting to lose consciousness
As the world around me start to change
Somehow, the ground where I step on proudly start to crumbling
It’s breaking apart…
Everyone likes to start on something new
And the word “start”, start to keep repeating itself inside my head
People say “it’s a fresh new start of life” on everything they barely know
I say “Let’s stop anything from starting”
Because, start is a beginning of something
And a beginning will be an ending for another
A start means changing…into something I barely know, or care
And perhaps…it will end something that dear for me for all it cares…
It was all a lie…it is…and it’s always be
Even myself is just a broken glass full of shattered lies
And, it soon will be devour by the darkness of own heart
Can’t escape…just wound that increasingly appear…
I’m intending an end
For any start…
For any changing
But then, myself too…starting to change
It was a change out of intention
Can’t be stopped, it comes out of needs
By the time I look in the mirror,
It was then I realized, I have change…
Without noticing, when did it’s all started…
No matter how many times I broke those mirrors…
The “me” that I see, is no longer the “me” that I know
Those broken mirrors, these empty hands, and the red color that flows out from inside me…
I looked at it closely…
It was then, I realize…
The only way to stop anything from starting…
Is to end it, even before its starts….
By : Elred
I don't even know myself anymore...
It's all becoming blur...
whatever...~
I might have gone nuts...
that's all...
Geezz...I wonder why...
DEATH START
I’m starting to lose consciousness
As the world around me start to change
Somehow, the ground where I step on proudly start to crumbling
It’s breaking apart…
Everyone likes to start on something new
And the word “start”, start to keep repeating itself inside my head
People say “it’s a fresh new start of life” on everything they barely know
I say “Let’s stop anything from starting”
Because, start is a beginning of something
And a beginning will be an ending for another
A start means changing…into something I barely know, or care
And perhaps…it will end something that dear for me for all it cares…
It was all a lie…it is…and it’s always be
Even myself is just a broken glass full of shattered lies
And, it soon will be devour by the darkness of own heart
Can’t escape…just wound that increasingly appear…
I’m intending an end
For any start…
For any changing
But then, myself too…starting to change
It was a change out of intention
Can’t be stopped, it comes out of needs
By the time I look in the mirror,
It was then I realized, I have change…
Without noticing, when did it’s all started…
No matter how many times I broke those mirrors…
The “me” that I see, is no longer the “me” that I know
Those broken mirrors, these empty hands, and the red color that flows out from inside me…
I looked at it closely…
It was then, I realize…
The only way to stop anything from starting…
Is to end it, even before its starts….
By : Elred
I don't even know myself anymore...
It's all becoming blur...
whatever...~