i got grounded from the computer the day i made my last entry .___. so that's why i haven't been on at all. i did sneak on a computer at the library but i didn't have a chance to do a whole lot cuz there's a 30 minute time limit and their computers are sloooooooow
today is my last day of freedom ;__; school starts up tomorrow. i dun wanna go. I did at first but now i'm almost afraid. i'm afraid i might start crying again if i see sam. i'm also not too happy about the teachers i got this year. i can't believe i'm a sophmore already @.@ after this year is over...i'll be halfway through highschool...and i'll have to start worrying about college and where i want to go and what i want to do with my life..and and..oh god i'm not ready to start stressing about that stuff yet =.=
i feel like a hermit currently. i wanna get out but there's no where to go and everyone is asleep *sigh* i wonder if its gonna rain again today...
Cape Of Storms
By: Hyde
So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea
So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside
You'll never notice
The colour of sin
Just as the storm clouds close in
It's dark
Here in the shadows
I am pursued
Until the ends of the earth
Embraced
The ghost ship wanders far
For there is no guiding star
And this treasure has no meaning anymore
So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea
So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside
You know completely
The taste of sin
Melting sweetly in your mouth
Like chocolate
A moment of pleasure
You are fulfilled
But every dream has its time
To die
The ghost ship wanders far
For there is no guiding star
And this treasure has no meaning anymore
Will this be my fate?
So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea
So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside
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