tepid
My job sucks. The wonderful one I stated 2 years ago, is not so wonderful.
I am a tepid, festering, go-nowhere mess. I am stagnant. I am mundane and negligible as I am now.
And that is not okay. I need something more.
I need to be creative again; to feel creative again and to think in the funked up Jeannette way that rocks my socks so very much.
I need to write and draw and sculpt and come up with ridiculous ideas again!
I need to be learning and be growing and developing. I need something to look forward to, and something to be passionate about.
I was not born to be a tepid admin, damn it!
I.will.fix.this.
but how?
Aaagggh! Help! I'm stuck!
ps-
I miss you Corey. Call me sometime, damn it. I mean it.
I am a tepid, festering, go-nowhere mess. I am stagnant. I am mundane and negligible as I am now.
And that is not okay. I need something more.
I need to be creative again; to feel creative again and to think in the funked up Jeannette way that rocks my socks so very much.
I need to write and draw and sculpt and come up with ridiculous ideas again!
I need to be learning and be growing and developing. I need something to look forward to, and something to be passionate about.
I was not born to be a tepid admin, damn it!
I.will.fix.this.
but how?
Aaagggh! Help! I'm stuck!
ps-
I miss you Corey. Call me sometime, damn it. I mean it.