hmm tonight.. or should i say last nite?
o man it is just something i have to talk about. So Ian said he'd take me to see his friend up in Greenich (conneticut) didn't really tell me anything about the guy just told me that they are great friends. Well... the guy is a smoker... i cant stand that... i managed to clench my teeth after every fucking cig he had which equalled to about 15. The guy was a sweet guy and all but only 19 and in AAA come on. I feel bad. I donno he gave me a hug at the end and was like give me a hug and nice to meet u. hmmmm still not really my type.. im not into the crazed smoker and alchoholic.
anyway i went to a yacht club out there... more like the yacht club's bar. I got depressed.. was like im bored this isn't for me, etc. I mean hell i was glad that i was out with real people for a change, just i felt young, and i was at least there. it was an experience. lol. For some reason i am really happy that i didn't do anything that i might regret, i was thinking id have a sip of beer but than i just said it aint worth it. I am totally clean cut drugless and damn proud of that. seriously!
its funny because most of the drunks there were men.. haha women have way more control.
another thing i was dying to play pool. i did.. and won about 4 games in a row against Ian fuck it felt great. an i am anything but competitive.
i will end here. Cheers to a great nite.
anyway i went to a yacht club out there... more like the yacht club's bar. I got depressed.. was like im bored this isn't for me, etc. I mean hell i was glad that i was out with real people for a change, just i felt young, and i was at least there. it was an experience. lol. For some reason i am really happy that i didn't do anything that i might regret, i was thinking id have a sip of beer but than i just said it aint worth it. I am totally clean cut drugless and damn proud of that. seriously!
its funny because most of the drunks there were men.. haha women have way more control.
another thing i was dying to play pool. i did.. and won about 4 games in a row against Ian fuck it felt great. an i am anything but competitive.
i will end here. Cheers to a great nite.