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im re-doing my memories, im not finished yet... but reading stevens journal makes me wonder if he would be happier without me. he seemed happier before he was with me..
it wont leave my mind that i hurt him....
why was i so stupid, i dont want to hurt my baby.
and still i did, im so fucking stupid.
im so sorry steven, i never meant to hurt you..i dont know why i wrote that. i never wanted that while i was with you. never.
and i dont want anyone else. i love you. im not interested in other people the way you thought.
it wont leave my mind that i hurt him....
why was i so stupid, i dont want to hurt my baby.
and still i did, im so fucking stupid.
im so sorry steven, i never meant to hurt you..i dont know why i wrote that. i never wanted that while i was with you. never.
and i dont want anyone else. i love you. im not interested in other people the way you thought.