Oct 03, 2005 19:40
Does anyone know how to go about emancipation?
My mom actually told me that she wants me to get emancipated.
I'm not suprised. I was waiting for her to get back to how it was. She has gone crazy and its all my fault. I try to run her life with mine i guess. I am the reason for ALL of her problems. Like the case of the missing eaton jacket...or the hair buzzer. Can't forget the tale from this morning. Jen came into my house making sure i wasnt still asleep when i wasnt there. I get home and she is tripping out about me inviting people into the house when no one is here. Because of this she said she wants to kick me out. how ludicris...I don't know what i am going to do. if i do get emancipated then what happens? I sleep in the bench at the park? Are there programs to help girls my age survive after their mothers have decided they are done dealing with us..is there some way i can support myself, and go to school? What the fuck am i suppose to do. The sad part is, I would actually rather live in a roach infested apartment with no heat than have to continue waking up every morning to my mother screaming at me over her newest crisis. wonder what it will be tomarrow. probably somthing having nothing to do with me but some how it will become my fault and i will hear about it untill she leaves for work..then she'll gome home and start over again. I can't take this anymore. It has been SEVEN FUCKING YEARS! i have lived in this world of hate and crazyness seince i was a little kid. She didnt even fucking want me when i was born. She was to busy getting drunk and fucked up to remember our my sister and I's names let alone take care of us. I'm so confused and hurt. I wish my mother was normal. I really don't know what to do.