Another one down :(
Why must things always go crazy in ALL of my relationships??
In the beginning jason and i were GREAT together. I was so so so happy. Now he is just upset all the time. he says mean things to me on occasion. I don't feel happy any more. if anything i just feel stressed. It constantly seems as tho i want to throw a chair at his head just to see if it would make him shut up.
Then...
other times he can be sooo sweet and i'll fool myself into thinking our relationship is back on track, but not long after that i find myself arguing with him. and over nothing.
I've heard all kinds of things about his past relationships. (Mostly the last one) and i see him and I heading down that same path. It's almost as tho he expects me to cheat on him or dump him or do somthing to spite him. I hate o say it but somtimes i can almost see why his ex's wanted out. with him everything blows up into a huge ordeal. It makes it hard to want to keep going on.
I wish he would stop and listen to me for a second to see that I'm not happy.
There have been so many times he has sat and watched me cry. I tell him whats the matter but it seems to go right over his head.
Jason tells me how much he cares about me but I'm failing to see that.
Josh agreed to jason dating me as long as jason treated me right. yelling at me over the phone when i call him from chicago isnt treating me right.
I really hope he get the picture soon before i get fed up with it. :( :( :(
In the beginning jason and i were GREAT together. I was so so so happy. Now he is just upset all the time. he says mean things to me on occasion. I don't feel happy any more. if anything i just feel stressed. It constantly seems as tho i want to throw a chair at his head just to see if it would make him shut up.
Then...
other times he can be sooo sweet and i'll fool myself into thinking our relationship is back on track, but not long after that i find myself arguing with him. and over nothing.
I've heard all kinds of things about his past relationships. (Mostly the last one) and i see him and I heading down that same path. It's almost as tho he expects me to cheat on him or dump him or do somthing to spite him. I hate o say it but somtimes i can almost see why his ex's wanted out. with him everything blows up into a huge ordeal. It makes it hard to want to keep going on.
I wish he would stop and listen to me for a second to see that I'm not happy.
There have been so many times he has sat and watched me cry. I tell him whats the matter but it seems to go right over his head.
Jason tells me how much he cares about me but I'm failing to see that.
Josh agreed to jason dating me as long as jason treated me right. yelling at me over the phone when i call him from chicago isnt treating me right.
I really hope he get the picture soon before i get fed up with it. :( :( :(