Annie hold a little tighter, I might just slip away
My roommates now abandoned me to have a social life
I have no reason to be here anymore
It’s not even that
I don’t care if she has friends
It’s the fact that she’s gotten lonely enough to become something she’s not in order to make a friend
And I find it incredibly insulting and hurtful that I’m not good enough
Why is it not good enough to be really good friends with your roommate
Its better to abandon them to make friends with someone that’s ok but not someone you have a really good connection with
So now I’m the third wheel to my own roommate
And they’ve taken it upon themselves to make fun of me and point out my faults
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t be the good person who constantly gets fucked over because of it
What the fuck am I supposed to do now
I didn’t do anything to deserve this
Why does everyone who looks like they might actually be decent and enjoyable turn out to be such a terrible shitty person
They’re constantly telling me how whiney I am which is total bullshit considering my roommate whines all the time, just in front of me
But when shes in front of her, shes a totally different person and suddenly I’m the only one with faults
Let’s make fun of Amanda because she’s not that social and looks unhappy all the time and is trying to escape her hell hole of a life by reading once in while
Well hey I’m sorry my Dad died only a few months ago
And I’m sorry you’ve been too shitty of a person to even acknowledge that or realize that maybe now is not the time I want to be social and go out and party
I’m sorry I like to sit in and feel sorry for myself and feel sorry for my dad
I’m sorry that I’m fucking miserable right now
Thanks for making everything that much easier.
Why can’t people just ignore the rules set for them by society and stop changing themselves in order to make new friends
I’m lonely but I accept it
And I’m not lowering my standards just to have someone there to party with that I can’t even trust or talk to
I just want people to stop making me out to look like I’m the bad person with all the faults
I just want them to take a nice long look in the mirror
How come everyone can except everyone else’s issues but not mine?
I'm back at the beginning
I'll never be accepted by anyone else other than the two people I have now
I can't even be accepted by my own family
Even to them I'm an outcast
Even at home I have to sit and listen while they gang up on me and make fun of me for their amusement
and I get to sit there and take it
fuck this.
I have no reason to be here anymore
It’s not even that
I don’t care if she has friends
It’s the fact that she’s gotten lonely enough to become something she’s not in order to make a friend
And I find it incredibly insulting and hurtful that I’m not good enough
Why is it not good enough to be really good friends with your roommate
Its better to abandon them to make friends with someone that’s ok but not someone you have a really good connection with
So now I’m the third wheel to my own roommate
And they’ve taken it upon themselves to make fun of me and point out my faults
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t be the good person who constantly gets fucked over because of it
What the fuck am I supposed to do now
I didn’t do anything to deserve this
Why does everyone who looks like they might actually be decent and enjoyable turn out to be such a terrible shitty person
They’re constantly telling me how whiney I am which is total bullshit considering my roommate whines all the time, just in front of me
But when shes in front of her, shes a totally different person and suddenly I’m the only one with faults
Let’s make fun of Amanda because she’s not that social and looks unhappy all the time and is trying to escape her hell hole of a life by reading once in while
Well hey I’m sorry my Dad died only a few months ago
And I’m sorry you’ve been too shitty of a person to even acknowledge that or realize that maybe now is not the time I want to be social and go out and party
I’m sorry I like to sit in and feel sorry for myself and feel sorry for my dad
I’m sorry that I’m fucking miserable right now
Thanks for making everything that much easier.
Why can’t people just ignore the rules set for them by society and stop changing themselves in order to make new friends
I’m lonely but I accept it
And I’m not lowering my standards just to have someone there to party with that I can’t even trust or talk to
I just want people to stop making me out to look like I’m the bad person with all the faults
I just want them to take a nice long look in the mirror
How come everyone can except everyone else’s issues but not mine?
I'm back at the beginning
I'll never be accepted by anyone else other than the two people I have now
I can't even be accepted by my own family
Even to them I'm an outcast
Even at home I have to sit and listen while they gang up on me and make fun of me for their amusement
and I get to sit there and take it
fuck this.