I GIVE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

[psycho5starchef]

I give up on life, jobs and relationships, period. Mark, my boss at the cafe, calls me at 9 pm last night and leaves a voicemail telling me not to come in till 6 pm today, there are some things we need to discuss. WHAT???????? I lost it, my whole being, everything. I tried calling him right back but the pussy didn't answer his phone. Yeah, I called him one. When you get one of those calls you just know, ya know? I am still pissed. He is laying all of his trust into a women you had 3 weeks on me to make the bread and all their baked goods. As Sue puts it, (she makes the breads), "I'm the one that makes them their money, their profit because their bread, that I bake, is their best seller." Ok, given the chance, I probobly could've done a better job on the bread ~ so it wouldn't be as crumbly. I don't care if it is all organic, it shouldn't crumble when you pick up a slice!!! I'm just hurt, I really wanted this to work out. But there were too many times that whatever Mark made, I gave it some flavor. Rob and my mom seem to think he feels threatened by me because I went to a better school, and I know how to get things done. I'm not sure, I'm not going to comment on that, but I do have my own view on that topic. So I am meeting with a few people later this evening to get my place started. I have to do something. As much as it was my dream working at the cafe, my even BIGGER dream is owning my own place. That way if someone is gonna bitch and moan (Sue), they have to do it to my face or my ear. Ok, I'm done. Even though I have ALOT more to say on the subject.

/rant

Currently listening :
Vulgar Display of Power
By Pantera
Release date: By 25 February, 1992