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You ever have one of those days where you know, you just know, you have to get out of Dodge?
Yeah, well, yesterday was like that for me. I was over at Sarah’s and suddenly Walt got home. He asked what I was doing there, and actually, it was a good question. I seem to just keep torturing myself with the same things over and over again, things I want and know I can’t have. Like Sarah. I love her so much, but somehow we got our signals jammed and she wound up married to Walt and I’m…well. I don’t know what I am right now. I said goodbye to both of them and left…got in the car and just kept driving.
So now I’m here. I don’t know how long I’m gonna stay, but I need some time away for a while. Away from Sarah and Walt and J.J., away from Cleaves Mills and all of it. Canada seems nice so far. Oddly familiar. Even if it’s only a temporary layover while I decide what to do next, that’s okay too. I can use the space.
Yeah, well, yesterday was like that for me. I was over at Sarah’s and suddenly Walt got home. He asked what I was doing there, and actually, it was a good question. I seem to just keep torturing myself with the same things over and over again, things I want and know I can’t have. Like Sarah. I love her so much, but somehow we got our signals jammed and she wound up married to Walt and I’m…well. I don’t know what I am right now. I said goodbye to both of them and left…got in the car and just kept driving.
So now I’m here. I don’t know how long I’m gonna stay, but I need some time away for a while. Away from Sarah and Walt and J.J., away from Cleaves Mills and all of it. Canada seems nice so far. Oddly familiar. Even if it’s only a temporary layover while I decide what to do next, that’s okay too. I can use the space.