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Jan 18, 2010 20:55

Hi, everybody.

Wow, I really don't know where to start. So, for the last week, I was apparently a seventeen-year-old boy named Brian. Given that my name is actually Johnny and I'm thirty-four, that might not seem possible, but I promise, weirder things have happened. I remember everything that happened to me while I was him, so it seems like I might need to apologize for one or two things. Lulu? Sorry. I promise that as my normal thirtysomething self I will not hit on you constantly. Or at all.

And Sid, hey. I recognize that I'm not the person you met in the last week, but if I'm still invited to come out for drinks, I'll be there. If not, I totally respect that. It's a little awkward suddenly being almost twenty years older than I was a few days ago.

If I'm totally honest with myself...it was really nice being Brian. It was like a little vacation of normalcy in the middle of my life. I mean, he was facing a lot of pressure in his life, and I'm not sorry that's gone, but...he was so happy here. And while I'm happy, it's always tempered with the knowledge that that could change at any moment. Brian was loving it here, and making friends and...

I'm just sorry he's gone, that's all.
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