Jan 15, 2008 22:44
Everything gained and lost, I'm still feeling really great about how things turned out. I think that's pretty solid proof that I really actually am okay with all of it, and not just saying that I am. Everything just became so much simpler and I feel so much more stable.
That being said, however, there is one thing that I hope will eventually be mended by time. I'm not ready for that now, but one day, I hope she and I will just get over our shit and be able to be casual friends, not serious friends. Just keep it simple, and chill/talk like we used to, but only occasionally, so as to keep things simple and uninvolved... and go back to being "delinquents" together. hehe One day, not today. When time's had a lot of time to do its inevitable work.
Moving on...
I'm so looking forward to our belated housewarming this weekend - which we decided to finally have since Julia's been away for two and a half months, and that's right when she's coming back. It's about damn time we have a proper party!
I leave you with a Germanism.
I was looking through my dictionary, and came across Guinea Pig - Meerschweinchen
Meer: sea
Schweinchen: piglet
Seapiglet.