I dunno what the subject.
Tonight seem to be blah, I feel depress, I dunno why. But I just do... I also feel lonely too. I think it because I want a guy I mean I want to try a relationship... but nooo all the guys I know perfer friends. So that ok with me... I'm cool with it.. I guess. Seem like I can't have a chance though.. I dunno if I'm making sense. Plus I have been so busy with school, looking for apartment and job. I dunno what going on with my head. When It comes to school, I go but my mind not there. I wish I could snap out of it. I dunno what to do. There this guy I like but I dunno how to act toward to him, plus I don't think he likes me more than a friend just friend I think... That the problem is I won't know. If You have any advice let me know. I could use some. Thanks.