The meme-of-memes I keep finding everywhere but never try out for myself. At least until now.
Tell me of a fandom you know I know of and I'll tell you:
1. The first character I first fell in love with
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't
4. The character I love that everyone else hates
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer
6. The character I would shag anytime
7. The character I'd want to be like
8. The character I'd slap
9. A pairing that I love
10. A pairing that I despise
And, what the hell, here is a little RL whining as well.
I had no idea how much time and comfort RL can grab at you. To be more specific, wooooork, busyness, this very month (May), and stressful!mind can certainly eat up a lot of my time to rest when I am not feeling insomniac (the least I can do nowadays is doze for a while). Not to mention write, and /relax/. I fear that my creative muse (aka productivity) has been exhausted as well. Oh, what a day; what a day.
Not to mention I also feel quite fatigued. And very unmotivated. Which brings me to another unresolved problem . . . how on earth can one rid oneself of an enormously nagging/troublesome writer's block? This cursed lack of writing has been following me around for quite some time now and driving me up to my toes in frustration. Not even organized schedules can help out as it usually ends up with me staring blankly at said paper or computer screen. It feels as though I can no longer write anything anymore. I fear this will eventually become a problem for RL as well. *Nothing* seems to kick up my motor and enthusiasm to write. Is something wrong with me? Or has this catastrophe happened to others as well? If so, is there a cure or remedy to this? I fear if this writer's block continues to persist me, I may also become like another Henry Roth. Admittedly, his chronic block was a rather extreme case, so I can only hope his devastating fate will not be the end of me and my fanfiction writing career as well.
In any case, this is the list of things I must do.
What I Know I Definitely Have To Do
-finish all the drabbles from the last drabble request (haha! gawp in horror at how slow and unproductive I am!)
-finish the alternate pairing ficlets for the people (especially Ladii and Lazynin) who requested for one, two, or several.
-write out the May!challenge one-shot for Sunny Day Love.
-Write a Uchiha one-shot for the Inter Clan challenge as well.
-NaruIno May, challenge ficlet
-Temari/Sasuke, and Tenten/Sasuke/Temari ficlets for the TenSasuTema community
-Giftfics. :)
-Get some sleep. (Relatively important for my health at some point.)
-Finish several essays, rants, and analogies at some point.
Random Ficlets I Plan To Write Later
-Sasuke/Hinata fanfiction
-NejiHina, NejiHana, or HinaHana drabble (I have yet to decide)
-Rookie Nine or Kunoichi-centric gen/snap-shots
-KibaHina and/or Lee+Hinata
-Naruto/Tenten what-not
-NaruSakuSasu ficlet
-Bleach: Rukia and Orihime one-shot, Ichigo&Soi Fong fic (You see, Soi Fong/Yoruchi is an excellent (and hot) yuri pairing, but sadly it also appears to account for the main reason why Soi Fong never seems to come into contact with any of the male characters of Bleach in fan fiction. This fic may not be necessarily romantic, but I have wanted to experiment on how Ichigo and Soi Fong may interact around each other.)
And, that is all.