Wow...
So it took a long damn while, but I finally shook the crazy bitch out of my life.... Jesus. It was like extracting a tick from a sensitive area. Shit would not go.
She's been irritating me for so long now, with her bullshit drama and her desperate need for attention. I played for a little while, because I thought I could fix her, or that someone could, and she just needed the support til she found that person. I couldn't understand all the failure tho. All the waste. Finally, I detached myself.
But still she hung on.
I refused to answer her texts, calls, or ims for months now. But she kept sending them. I felt bad for a bit, so I offered to make the cake for her wedding to her gap-toothed sheep fucker boyfriend. She agreed, and I made a tester cake that everyone (but her) thought was amazing. She tasted lemon in the french vanilla and said the icing was shit. The sheep fucker made me wanna throw the cake in his face with some stupid comment. So I left, thinking that this was the last resort for trying. That was all the try I had in me. She had been telling me about how she wanted to leave, how she hated him.
But they got married.
She's so two-faced; I can't even imagine what she said about me when we were doing well as friends. I don't know what else she expected of me- I was there thru her first divorce, she stayed with me for a while, til she got back on her feet. I gave her money, I helped her get jobs, but it was never enough. I lived too far away to make her happy. When she wanted to hang out, I was at work. She refused to drive 20 minutes to come see when I did have (rare) time off. She always wanted me to drive, to pay for whatever we did, and to accommodate her every wish. I'm too old to babysit, and too young to be a mom. I couldn't put up with her drama anymore.
But now I'm free.
And it feels weird. There's no drama in my life now. There's no one calling me crying, saying she was hit, and getting angry when I wanna call the police. There's no one making up abuse stories, or constantly cheating. I have no one in my life now that I worry about how the STD test is gonna come back.
But i love it.
Thank God for my life.
She's been irritating me for so long now, with her bullshit drama and her desperate need for attention. I played for a little while, because I thought I could fix her, or that someone could, and she just needed the support til she found that person. I couldn't understand all the failure tho. All the waste. Finally, I detached myself.
But still she hung on.
I refused to answer her texts, calls, or ims for months now. But she kept sending them. I felt bad for a bit, so I offered to make the cake for her wedding to her gap-toothed sheep fucker boyfriend. She agreed, and I made a tester cake that everyone (but her) thought was amazing. She tasted lemon in the french vanilla and said the icing was shit. The sheep fucker made me wanna throw the cake in his face with some stupid comment. So I left, thinking that this was the last resort for trying. That was all the try I had in me. She had been telling me about how she wanted to leave, how she hated him.
But they got married.
She's so two-faced; I can't even imagine what she said about me when we were doing well as friends. I don't know what else she expected of me- I was there thru her first divorce, she stayed with me for a while, til she got back on her feet. I gave her money, I helped her get jobs, but it was never enough. I lived too far away to make her happy. When she wanted to hang out, I was at work. She refused to drive 20 minutes to come see when I did have (rare) time off. She always wanted me to drive, to pay for whatever we did, and to accommodate her every wish. I'm too old to babysit, and too young to be a mom. I couldn't put up with her drama anymore.
But now I'm free.
And it feels weird. There's no drama in my life now. There's no one calling me crying, saying she was hit, and getting angry when I wanna call the police. There's no one making up abuse stories, or constantly cheating. I have no one in my life now that I worry about how the STD test is gonna come back.
But i love it.
Thank God for my life.