Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not be able to get them back.
Mary's birthday was January 28, and she never bothered to acknowledge the birthday wishes I sent, either via email or FB. Although on FB, it wasn't just me who got ignored, she simply didn't page back. I finally deleted her from my Yahoo chat the other day. I'm deleting her from my MSN chat tonight when I get home, and I am gearing myself up to delete her from my FB - she so obviously doesn't wish to acknowledge me.
I don't know why I'm so offended by her desertion - I should be bloody used to it, it happens with nearly everybody in my life at some point.
It's harder to let her go, I guess, because I don't believe she intended for it to be like this. I think that thinking about it makes her sad and ashamed and depressed that she dropped me like that, and just makes it that much harder for her to actually talk to me. But when it comes right down to it, she did it, and I can only take so much. You know?
If I was important to her, she should have fought harder. She should have loved me.
I don't know why I'm so offended by her desertion - I should be bloody used to it, it happens with nearly everybody in my life at some point.
It's harder to let her go, I guess, because I don't believe she intended for it to be like this. I think that thinking about it makes her sad and ashamed and depressed that she dropped me like that, and just makes it that much harder for her to actually talk to me. But when it comes right down to it, she did it, and I can only take so much. You know?
If I was important to her, she should have fought harder. She should have loved me.