Just taking it step by step
I know that no one is reading this. Maybe it is better that way. It is nice not to explain things over and over again to different people. Keeping everyone up to date on my life. This is why I deliberately avoided clubbing and coffee. So I wouldn't have to talk about my boyfriend breaking my heart over the phone (wow that was exactly a month ago, really) and my mid-life crisis.
I have decided on two things. One, I am going to pursue a career as a radio personality. I am going to have my own show, no matter how successful and no matter what I talk about, my voice will be on radio waves. Two, I am going to wait until April whether or no I am going to move to the East Coast. There are more job opportunities here but I have a lot of friends that I really missed being with, like Alicia and Maddie and Ulla and Tristan. I think it might be time for me to move on and to move back East but I am scared. Mostly of being rejected again but I have to keep going forward.
I will make it somehow. If not radio right away, it is something to pursue and I can work at Blockbuster or at HR. Either way, I will be making money and working with people. I would be doing what I want to do instead of what people either expect me or what I have expected to do based off of what other people have done.
I have decided on two things. One, I am going to pursue a career as a radio personality. I am going to have my own show, no matter how successful and no matter what I talk about, my voice will be on radio waves. Two, I am going to wait until April whether or no I am going to move to the East Coast. There are more job opportunities here but I have a lot of friends that I really missed being with, like Alicia and Maddie and Ulla and Tristan. I think it might be time for me to move on and to move back East but I am scared. Mostly of being rejected again but I have to keep going forward.
I will make it somehow. If not radio right away, it is something to pursue and I can work at Blockbuster or at HR. Either way, I will be making money and working with people. I would be doing what I want to do instead of what people either expect me or what I have expected to do based off of what other people have done.