Nov 08, 2012 07:22
Today has been one of those days with a sort of theme. It seems a lot of people (ladies) are dissatisfied with their bodies. They either want less fat, more curves, less cellulite or whatever else. I have never been satisfied with my body. I can blame the media, implanting into the minds of little girls that you have to be so thin, with a flat stomach (why are flat stomachs so important? I could go on a whole rant about that. I think a little tummy that sticks out is cute!), big circular boobs, not too big hips and have that all perfectly proportioned. Well, that's never how I've been. I'm what one would call a "pear shape" with a small top and a large bottom. I have never felt sexy. I've never been confident, no matter how badly I've tried. But you know...I'm starting to be okay with how I look.
Yesterday I tried on a bunch of dresses that I can't afford. They made me look awesome and I felt hot and confident. Then all of the body issues came up today and I thought "You know what? I'm not that bad." If i just start dressing better, I'd probably have way more confidence. There's nothing wrong with being a tall curvy lady. I want to try to embrace that. And my first step is to buy a bunch of well fitting sexy undies. One day, I want to go to a shop I've heard of called Blythe that sells all kinds of strange sizes for ladies with weird proportions. Maybe I'll find a bra shopping buddy. and after that...I don't know! Maybe I'll buy better clothes. And be more out going and become super famous, get elected emperor of earth, buy a rocket ship shaped like an elephant, and move to Jupiter!
And that is my plan for life. Get sexy. Move to Jupiter. Yeah. If anyone's reading this, I hope you're having a great day, and if you feel like you're not so hot, then maybe you just need to change your perspective. Beauty isn't just one way.
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