stessed
still super super stressed out. on top of that the two levels of bosses above me called me for a conference call to let me know the clinic i have been busting my ass with overtime at is complaining aobut me. they say i am listening to my walkman all the time and not getting anything done. I HAVE NEVER TAKEN my walkman inside that fucking place cause they said i couldn't and so i followed their rules. i am PISSED OFF. not to mention my boss knows i have been getting my work done cause i email her a daily page count. she said not to worry about it and just keep up all my good work but omg you can't even begin to comprehend the level of pissed off i am at.
also upset that my daughter threw terrible tantrums at my grandma's yesterday and when i tried to discipline her my grandma undermined me and told me she is just a kid and that i am a terrible mother and shouldn't have any more kids.
then lily misbehaved at school agian today.
mom called and told me she thinks lily is unhappy. yay for me mom of the year doing sucha fucking fantastic job.
also nick and i are fighting again and i am scheduled at the clinic that hates me tomorrow till late cuase of the mandatory overtime bullshit.
okay sucks to be me right now. long bubble bath and music DID NOT HELP AT ALL. need to scream.
okay i am going to bed super early cause i am exhausted and pissed off.
also upset that my daughter threw terrible tantrums at my grandma's yesterday and when i tried to discipline her my grandma undermined me and told me she is just a kid and that i am a terrible mother and shouldn't have any more kids.
then lily misbehaved at school agian today.
mom called and told me she thinks lily is unhappy. yay for me mom of the year doing sucha fucking fantastic job.
also nick and i are fighting again and i am scheduled at the clinic that hates me tomorrow till late cuase of the mandatory overtime bullshit.
okay sucks to be me right now. long bubble bath and music DID NOT HELP AT ALL. need to scream.
okay i am going to bed super early cause i am exhausted and pissed off.