okay then
WOW,
has it really been that long since i have been on this site. I have had a lot of crazy stuff happening.
Having nightmares again... they SUCK. They aren't like any other i have ever had and they are freaking me out.
also this morning lily out of the blue said, "mommie i really like your friend jody he is nice. i think he likes kids too but he won't be my daddy cause he is just your friend." okay normal kid thing to say right? WRONG i don't have any friends named jody wtf? so i asked her "lily is he a friend only you can see, like mommie's spirit guide or something." she said, "yeah mommie, um i mean NO you haven't met him yet. but mommie he is so nice"
then she got out of the car and went into the daycare. really weird. i tried to bring it up later but she told me she isn't supposed to talk to me about jody cause her angels told me not to.
so maybe he is one of the three guys my psychic friend told me i will have to choose between and if he isn't supposed to be lily's "new daddy" then he will not be the one i am supposed to pick and that narrows my future choice down to two... but i am still freaked out about the whole freaking thing... not to mention the timing of it.
anyhow, okay.
still breathing. tired all the time. lost more weight. going to go to karaoke this weekend i can't freaking wait.. it will be blast. also going to see the new harry potter movie.
anna and hannah are reading my rough draft of my book. after i correct the mistakes they have found i will be ready to send it on to try to get published. i know i will be. Lily told me it would sell for between 1.2 and 1.7 million dollars when i asked her how much she thought i would get... which is really funny because up until thatmoment whenever i askedher a money question EVERYTHING was $4o . LOL
i really really really hope she is even half right.
okay i am so tired i am hallucinating so i better head on to bed. i will try to check in more often sorry if anyone feels neglected.
much love to all reading this.
goodnight
has it really been that long since i have been on this site. I have had a lot of crazy stuff happening.
Having nightmares again... they SUCK. They aren't like any other i have ever had and they are freaking me out.
also this morning lily out of the blue said, "mommie i really like your friend jody he is nice. i think he likes kids too but he won't be my daddy cause he is just your friend." okay normal kid thing to say right? WRONG i don't have any friends named jody wtf? so i asked her "lily is he a friend only you can see, like mommie's spirit guide or something." she said, "yeah mommie, um i mean NO you haven't met him yet. but mommie he is so nice"
then she got out of the car and went into the daycare. really weird. i tried to bring it up later but she told me she isn't supposed to talk to me about jody cause her angels told me not to.
so maybe he is one of the three guys my psychic friend told me i will have to choose between and if he isn't supposed to be lily's "new daddy" then he will not be the one i am supposed to pick and that narrows my future choice down to two... but i am still freaked out about the whole freaking thing... not to mention the timing of it.
anyhow, okay.
still breathing. tired all the time. lost more weight. going to go to karaoke this weekend i can't freaking wait.. it will be blast. also going to see the new harry potter movie.
anna and hannah are reading my rough draft of my book. after i correct the mistakes they have found i will be ready to send it on to try to get published. i know i will be. Lily told me it would sell for between 1.2 and 1.7 million dollars when i asked her how much she thought i would get... which is really funny because up until thatmoment whenever i askedher a money question EVERYTHING was $4o . LOL
i really really really hope she is even half right.
okay i am so tired i am hallucinating so i better head on to bed. i will try to check in more often sorry if anyone feels neglected.
much love to all reading this.
goodnight