Weird Dream..
Last night I had a really bizarre dream. I was in a crowd somewhere, and I was told a story about a woman who got shot there, and died, and all of a sudden, I got shot in my nose. The bullet went into my nose, and i had a bullet stuck in my head. It was so odd. I remember it hurting so bad and I remember waking up somewhere in the dream in my bathroom. I was surrounded by some people I knew, but I don't remember who they were now. Later on, I was at, I guess, sleepway camp. My whole bunk was there. Even Gareth. Gareth, for those of you who don't know got fired as a councelor at my camp. He was a very knowledgable, and genuine man. But he disliked authority and how they were a pain in the ass to him. But he was there, and it was odd. I remember in the dream coming back from a bar drunk and a cigarette in my hand, but pretending to be sober. I remember that I had a can of pepsi, opened and waiting for me when I got back from the bar. I drank that. In the bunk, there was a tv, a huge one that lit the whole bunk up in blue, because the lights weren't on. The section where I sleeped, there was the exact couch and glass table as in my den at home. I remember telling Gareth that I got shot in the nose earlier in the day, and he explained to me that everyone on camp knew about it, but they don't really wanna talk to be about it...he hinted that no one really cared. It was weird. I don't know what the dream means, but I'll try to figure it out now...
First and foremost, I think the main idea of my dream is that no one cares. Just worry about yourself. You'll feel a lot better. Take care of yourself, you don't need anyone else to care for you. That's what Gareth was hinting to me I guess. I think I was drunk and was holding a cigarette in the dream because that's what I've been desiring lately. Hence the word: dream. Yeah it was an odd. K peace.
"I felt the power of death over life. I orphaned his children, I widowed his wife. I begged their forgiveness, I wish I was dead. I hung my head, I hung my head. I hung my head, I hung my head."
~Johnny Cash- I Hung My Head~
~ES~
First and foremost, I think the main idea of my dream is that no one cares. Just worry about yourself. You'll feel a lot better. Take care of yourself, you don't need anyone else to care for you. That's what Gareth was hinting to me I guess. I think I was drunk and was holding a cigarette in the dream because that's what I've been desiring lately. Hence the word: dream. Yeah it was an odd. K peace.
"I felt the power of death over life. I orphaned his children, I widowed his wife. I begged their forgiveness, I wish I was dead. I hung my head, I hung my head. I hung my head, I hung my head."
~Johnny Cash- I Hung My Head~
~ES~