Early saturday evening
I just woke up from a monster nap to the sight of little white fluffs falling to the gorund outside. Its october and its snowing sheesh. so last night was something to remember. maaaad good times. it was good to see you Billy, i missed ya. and im sorry about shane. Ill tell yall the story... so im standin around and i hear "billy" and i was like huh what the. so i turn around and its big bling bling billy hawkes. i hadnt seen him in at least two years. so we chatted for a good half hour. caught up on some things. felt good. uhhhh nothin else really. hung out with the whole gang. talked to lauren about college. first time thinkin about college that i got excited. not stressed. that felt good too. went to wendies with deeg hops and like a ton of ppl were there. some faggot attleboro kid called me batman cuz i had a batman shirt on. pissed me off something fierce. whatever buddy. ill be ur boss someday. came home super early and went to bed cuz deeg is gay and had to be home by ten. waaaaaaah. iight uhhhh should i go to the dance tonight? i dunno i realllly dont knooooww. feeling nothing, lonely, empty you try to walk away but u fall u cannot understand what this for.
RIP shane
You were fighting everyday
So hard to hide the pain
I know you never said goodbye
You had so much left to say
RIP shane
You were fighting everyday
So hard to hide the pain
I know you never said goodbye
You had so much left to say