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i feel completely lost.
there is no direction.
nothing to do.
nobody to go to.
i'm actually scared, usually nervous, but this is a first.
clay is gone & our schedule as of yet is every other weekend or so, depending on his school activities.
this is probably the hardest thing i've had to overcome as of yet.
he left only yesterday, but i miss him terribly.
morgan's arrival isn't soon enough.
i'm not too confident about this change.
nor am i excited that i have to share a bathroom with a person who doesn't give a shit to clean up after himself.
this new change of pace isn't complete until august 27th.
i haven't been in tennessee for a year yet, & my life has changed rapidly.
i have so many mixed emotions at the prior moment.
i feel like i need help, yet, i have nobody to look up to.
akgjaoweivmaopiwejgeprgoimq[pogijbapsijg!
there is no direction.
nothing to do.
nobody to go to.
i'm actually scared, usually nervous, but this is a first.
clay is gone & our schedule as of yet is every other weekend or so, depending on his school activities.
this is probably the hardest thing i've had to overcome as of yet.
he left only yesterday, but i miss him terribly.
morgan's arrival isn't soon enough.
i'm not too confident about this change.
nor am i excited that i have to share a bathroom with a person who doesn't give a shit to clean up after himself.
this new change of pace isn't complete until august 27th.
i haven't been in tennessee for a year yet, & my life has changed rapidly.
i have so many mixed emotions at the prior moment.
i feel like i need help, yet, i have nobody to look up to.
akgjaoweivmaopiwejgeprgoimq[pogijbapsijg!