Megalomaniac
"All right Joey, today is the day. Us against the closet."
"It's not the bad!"
Cue disastrous closet
All right, so Ana has reintroduced me to the radness of Full House again to there maxcore!!!!
working.....and getting the shittiest hours ever because well, I don't fucking know, I guess I have to resort to confrontation....my favorite!!
Tonight is Lord of the Rings, and shit and fuck, I'm so fucking stoked
If you're there, then you too are fucking awesome
It's sad, even my "dork" friends make fun of my excitement for LOTR, is it my fault that it's one of the most captivating series on the planet???
That and I heard Incubus' new single from their soon to be released album(Feb. 3) A Crow Left of the Murder
Megalomaniac...
I want to shit my pants. It fucking rocks. Fuck all you guys who think Incubus sucks, you're missing out on the sheer brilliance and overwhelming sense of false happiness derived from music...
that and the image of a late night driving down some meaningless street in Santa Barbara with your best friend, smoking a cigarette, incubus blasting, heater on high, and the windows down, with complete serenity.
It's funny how simple actions can make me smile so god damn much
thank god for LOTR and Incubus
my fucking savior....
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I was at school today walking around and forcing my monotonous greetings to those who pass and I feel the need to greet because of society's standards of politeness and I realized that I truly dislike everyone at my school with the exception of 3 people, one being my sister. That's really fucking sad. I can't stand anyone in my Senior class. I racked my brain for people and I found that they are all completely disposable and surface. Talking to me so I can make them laugh because I say shit that they would never think of saying because they're so inhibited....or helping people with problems because I have been there, when in realization I was just used for an emotional crutch and now that they're on their own two feet, it's all right to act as if we've never talked. It's funny to think that my 4 years of attending ML and trying to avoid people as much as possible, I was still managed to be used for a crutch and laughter. So I may sound like a snobby bitch, but I'm sorry that I don't enjoy be made into a convenience. So in the end, I guess this is just a long fucked up thank you to Chelkee, Stephanie, and Shibbie for not being an asshole and hanging out with me not because they want a smile or a shoulder but because I'm their actual friend......
and to everyone else at ML: A big FUCK YOU goes out to you...
"It's not the bad!"
Cue disastrous closet
All right, so Ana has reintroduced me to the radness of Full House again to there maxcore!!!!
working.....and getting the shittiest hours ever because well, I don't fucking know, I guess I have to resort to confrontation....my favorite!!
Tonight is Lord of the Rings, and shit and fuck, I'm so fucking stoked
If you're there, then you too are fucking awesome
It's sad, even my "dork" friends make fun of my excitement for LOTR, is it my fault that it's one of the most captivating series on the planet???
That and I heard Incubus' new single from their soon to be released album(Feb. 3) A Crow Left of the Murder
Megalomaniac...
I want to shit my pants. It fucking rocks. Fuck all you guys who think Incubus sucks, you're missing out on the sheer brilliance and overwhelming sense of false happiness derived from music...
that and the image of a late night driving down some meaningless street in Santa Barbara with your best friend, smoking a cigarette, incubus blasting, heater on high, and the windows down, with complete serenity.
It's funny how simple actions can make me smile so god damn much
thank god for LOTR and Incubus
my fucking savior....
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I was at school today walking around and forcing my monotonous greetings to those who pass and I feel the need to greet because of society's standards of politeness and I realized that I truly dislike everyone at my school with the exception of 3 people, one being my sister. That's really fucking sad. I can't stand anyone in my Senior class. I racked my brain for people and I found that they are all completely disposable and surface. Talking to me so I can make them laugh because I say shit that they would never think of saying because they're so inhibited....or helping people with problems because I have been there, when in realization I was just used for an emotional crutch and now that they're on their own two feet, it's all right to act as if we've never talked. It's funny to think that my 4 years of attending ML and trying to avoid people as much as possible, I was still managed to be used for a crutch and laughter. So I may sound like a snobby bitch, but I'm sorry that I don't enjoy be made into a convenience. So in the end, I guess this is just a long fucked up thank you to Chelkee, Stephanie, and Shibbie for not being an asshole and hanging out with me not because they want a smile or a shoulder but because I'm their actual friend......
and to everyone else at ML: A big FUCK YOU goes out to you...