Sep 21, 2008 22:31
This is a quote from my journal from when I was 16.
"Life is a cycle with many small cycles inside of it. My mini-cycles are what make me a real jackass."
I am so happy that I'm not on blow anymore. Damn.
This is a quiz I took when I was 16. I'm going to retake it now. new answers are bold.
THREE YEARS AGO, I...
1. started smoking was struggling with a habit l
2. had anxiety disorder was in my last year of high school
3. had a problem with booze and weed thought that men change
ONE YEAR AGO, I...
1. wanted to marry jeremy thought that I'd hit the jackpot
2. realized I was in a dying relationship was sorely surprised at how I don't love Seattle
3. had motivation thought it would get easier
THIS YEAR, I...
1. quit smoking quit smoking weed
2. got a hookah (funny that this is where it is)stopped caring about hookahs
3. discovered the old ways rediscovered the oldways after being a hippie, and then realized it's not all about punk rock either
YESTERDAY, I...
1. Hung out with ALECKS! hung out with Jason
2. Tried to see Jake, but missed him. tried to see return to OZ, but the print was fucked
3. Started birth control had dinoman make me a shake
TODAY, I...
1. got up at 6:30 woke up to "Does This Mean You're Moving On?"
2. go so nausiated that I couldn't be in 1st period went to the toystore for dinosaurs
3. realized that I have no ambition anymore got even more smitten
THREE ITEMS I LOVE
1. hookah typewriter
2. pentax k-1000. pentax k-1000
3. 80's earrings. elephant necklace
THREE SONGS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO ARE...
1. Buzcocks - Orgasm Adict The Airborne Toxic Event -Does this Mean You're Moving On?"
2. AFI - This Celluloid Dream Otis Redding - YOu Left All the Water Running"
3. Modern Lovers - Don't Let Out Youth Go to Waste Hank WIlliams - Someday You'll Call My Name
TOP THREE LOCATIONS I'D LIKE TO RUN AWAY TO ARE...
1. San Francisco. Black Rock City, NV
2. Phoenix. San Francisco, CA
3. Alecks's appartment. Bellingham, WA
Your Life___
they call me: Emily still true
sex: female also still true
my first breath of air: 10/20/88 if only I could change that last number to a 7
age: 16 19
status: Taken. single and swingin'
occupation: student Bridal consultant
_____PLAY____
feeling: empty...strung out shocked and appalled
music listening to: Modern Lovers Okkervil River
craving: Cigarette, sleep, stimulants, attention, retribution, and the plague buddy, wine, chips
thinking of: betrayal, hatred, anger, revenge getting laid, it's always sunny in Philadelphia
hating: situations and APS the female body, runny nose
_____LOVE?_____
love is: contradictory for the sake of itself
first love: Logan Mimna and I still do
current love: I'm not in love, but I sure do like him... there is no currnet
love or lust?: Lust...but a little love is nice now and again insatiable lust
best love song: AFI- Wester Hank Williams - I Could Never be Ashamed of You"
is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: No, a person can love more than one person, but the thing that makes love being in love is that it's reserved for one seriously special person. You can love all of them at the same time, but the in love thing... one person
true or false - all you need is love: False true, but everyone else doesn't think so... same concept as "WAR IS OVER"... everyone else has to agree
have you ever been in love?: Indeed And I have the break-up mix to prove it
is there such thing as love @ first sight?: No. Nope. I really think you have to see them naked before you can love them like that
______SEX______
turn ons: Weird hair, an arrogant walk, goofyness, good musical taste, artistic... fit, fun, able to buy me a bottle of wine, independent, exuberant, reading
turn offs: actual arrogance, actually trying to be charming, seriousness, apathy all that and a spare tire, alcoholism, ear biting, etc. There's a lot actually
the sweetest thing someone can do for you?: hmmmmm...I think the sweetest thing someone could do for me would be to randomly show up when I was at school and hang out for a bit Feed me food and then feed me wine and hold me til I'm ready
____PICKY PICKY____
dog or cat: Cat! my cat TUNA
short or long hair: short. I wish I could cut mine even shorter
sunshine or rain: Sunshine. Sigh... I live in Seattle and there's pretty much just the one weather
moon or sun: Moon. SUN... because I never see it, or the moon or stars either actually
basketball or football: soccer Meh, Go Hawks
righty or lefty: righty I wish I were both
hugs or kisses: hmmm, no comment let's make out
1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend, jimmy's the greatest. James is away at sea, but I have a lot of real good friends... I don't know. They call it best for a reason.
bf/gf or best friend: best friend it's best to have friends
tv or radio: TV NPR or Hulu?
summer or winter: Summer. SUMMER
written letters or e-mails: Letter. Letter
playstation or nintendo: don't make me choose my NES
disney or nickelodeon: nick... Pixar
car or motorcycle: motorcycle a little scooter
house party or club: house party. outside the club, with a jug that says XXX on it, making fun of the yuppies inside the club and pulling people off the street to make fun with me
sing or dance: BOTH DAMMIT. still both
yahoo messenger or aim: AIM! uh, neither
google or ask jeeves?: Google hahahahahahahaha! Jeeves? That's pretty dated.
the way i used to be