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"We can still be friends"
He's a piece of shit. Break my heart, force me to move out, keep my cat, take your time, need your space, throw me away, and tell me you still want me around because I'm funny.
Who the hell am I? And who the fuck does he think he is to even suggest that somehow his company is enough to sooth my hurt and make things "chill" again.
I wish he had cheated on me. I wish he would look at me and say that he doesn't love or care about me anymore. But he can't. All he can call me is a good memory.
I can't wait til September when me name is off the lease and I can really tell him to fuck off without repercussions. I don't know if I can hold it in for three months, but when I have the opportunity to just let it all out. Like really fucking yell at him and call him all the terrible things that I would IF I didn't need his money right now.
Is it wrong to look forward to the future just to tell my ex what a douche he is? Yes, but we all need goals to look forward too.
He's a piece of shit. Break my heart, force me to move out, keep my cat, take your time, need your space, throw me away, and tell me you still want me around because I'm funny.
Who the hell am I? And who the fuck does he think he is to even suggest that somehow his company is enough to sooth my hurt and make things "chill" again.
I wish he had cheated on me. I wish he would look at me and say that he doesn't love or care about me anymore. But he can't. All he can call me is a good memory.
I can't wait til September when me name is off the lease and I can really tell him to fuck off without repercussions. I don't know if I can hold it in for three months, but when I have the opportunity to just let it all out. Like really fucking yell at him and call him all the terrible things that I would IF I didn't need his money right now.
Is it wrong to look forward to the future just to tell my ex what a douche he is? Yes, but we all need goals to look forward too.